men with 'cave'

Pressure it is. Pressure to be the best, pressure to success. Technically defining the pressure, the pressure is obtained by simply dividing the force exerted with the area of an object. Jargon it is not, we’ve learned this back in the high school, in form three I guess. I’ve been thinking, we’ve been using the same word to explain the pressure in the car tire for example and also to describe the feeling of being pressurize, namely pressure to complete our work on time (the only example that I can think of for the time being). Does it really meant to be the same? Is it possible to relate the technically defined pressure with the pressure felt inside us?

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Minggu ni mmg challenging, story sket apa yg challengingny? Setakat 2 3 test dlm seminggu, due date esaimen on the same day, tidak perlulah kamu berbicara di sini, tp aku punya alasan tuk aku berkata begitu, aku suda bikin ini blog maa, bikin lak dlm minggu yg mungkin bg certain people mmg pressure abis, tidak challengingkah lg kamu? In addition to it, blogging using UTP’s internet yg mmg lahanat, sat ada sat xdak, it feels suck, wireless sula on, proxy pun sula pakai, method apa lg yg diperlukan to make me satisfied..minggu ni gak ada job interview, mcm2 kompeni, mcm2 karenah, tp aku tidak melibatkan diri, awat cek x p? Klu p pun, sure kna reject awai2, for the reason of being another petronas scholar, aku seperti digantung tidak bertali, “korang keja ng petronas dh laa, bg peluang budak non-scholar” to make it clearer here, not all pet scholar will be hired by pet yah..seeing those people going for their interview makes me wonder how my future will looks like, apart from spending my whole life with a kiut miut chick (suke la tuh), I wonder how my career progression will be?

Crita yg best minggu ni gak, a friend of mine suddenly make himself disappear from our view, out of touch, out of contact, ke mana kamu menghilangkan diri? What’s the problems mate? I remember a quote from a John Gray’s book that I read couple of weeks back then, men have their own ‘cave’, going there as a matter of to be left alone, trying to sort things and problems out all by himself. Ego kan laki? That’s the fact and the reality of this so called macho creature called men. When the pressure is too much until we can’t handle it, some space needed alone, to run away from all the problems for a while, and later come back with a fresh start, unik beb laki, tp pompuan pun unik gak, but unique in their own ways, mls aku nk crita panjang bab2 mars and venus nih, kamu ada duit, kamu ada kad library, go read the book, nk aku explain? for this limited space and time, I’m not going to,ok.. back to the story, sebab musabab menghilangkan diri mmg laa aku tatau, sapa aku nk tau lbe2, bukanny awek aku pun, xdak keja nk wat caring2 bule, tp aku just curious, and also feel sorry for him, rs seakan ingin membantu tp bila pk2 balik, xyah ah menyebok, not my rumet, not also my housemate, so what the heck for you to add another burden on your shoulder, tp dia tu saudara sesama Islam kamu, aku terbakar sebentar, ala, lagipun dia dh balik pun, ntah ke mana menghilang berminggu2, travelling around using his bicycle, dem cool eh, cam azroy lak dlm crita 'gila- gila remaja' mengembara nek motor scrambler, the thing is now, it remain mystery and should always be mystery, haha, gaya penceritaan aku cam kes kompleks gila, padahal tadak apa2 pun, sja mau bikin havoc, apa2 pun, as much as I can say to him, be strong bro, nothing much, take your time to sort the things back, klu ko jd camtu sebab ko ada xpuas hati ng sapa2, xyah pk byk2, ko tumbok je btol2 kt tulang rusuk sebelah kiri dia,kasi kena btol kt tmpt yg laki dilahirkan xcukup satu tulang tu, raba2 kt situ pun dh rs ngilu, inikan pula klu ko bubuh penumbuk, sure pedih like hell, aku dh stat merapu, stop la wei, mengarut pa lg, tp itulah aku, proud to be myself and yes I am

P/s: rugi lak rsny xjoin ESQ trening